Long time no blog!
Sorry everyone alot has been going on! Its been about 2 months since the miscarriage! I have my days good and bad. The good news is that i can finally say that physically I'm back to normal! For almost 2 months my body was till confused and i was having pregnancy symptoms (sucked so bad) Emotional I'm about 99% i still struggle when i see a pregnant woman or a newborn baby. I just keep asking myself when and why cant i just have my dream come true. Brian keeps saying that its just not our time and i get that i know that heavenly father has a plan for all his children but don't make me think its my time 3 times and than just say just kidding and take it away from me. This month we were supposed to find out what we were having. Ugh its all just not fair.
So on to good news i got into this study called EAGER its for women who have had one or more pregnancy loss. Hopefully next time we get our miracle baby! Sorry not a long blog but a quick update love ya all!
