HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABE!

Wow i still cant believe it today is mine and Brian's 2 Year anniversary! It really has flown by. By i can honestly say that I'm more in love with him now than i was the day i married him.
I still remember telling everyone that we got married and how shocked everyone was!
But marrying Brian was the best thing i ever did!
I seriously fall more and more in love with him everyday. We are always laughing and playing around we just have so much fun together.
And through the last few months with having 2 miscarriages he has been so supportive and amazing!
He is my best friend my lover and my soul mate! He is the center of my world and cant wait to start a family with him i know that he will be a amazing father!
He is a amazing husband and takes such great care of me! I dont know how i am so lucky!
Here's to love and happiness with my best friend!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BRIAN! I LOVE YOU

Things I have Learned in the Past Two Years...
1. Choose your battles.
2. Selflessness is key.
3. Be grateful.
4. Love each others silliness.
5. Helping each other makes everything easier.

Happiness is being married to your best friend!!

ABC

A- Age: 25
B- Bed size: King
C- Chore: dishes love to cook but hate the clean up
D- Dog's name: Dont have one
E- Essential food/item: Im really starting to love mexican something i used to hate
F- Favorite color: pink
G- Gold or silver: Silver
H- Height: 5'5"
I- I am: frustrated
J- Job: manager, house wife
K- Kids: thats why im frustrated
L- Living arrangements: Fillmore
M-Mom's name: Judie
N- Nickname: Jamiedot, james, frampton and jame and there is one i really hate jaime
O- Overnight hospital stay: we dont need to go there
P- Pet peeve: ya way to many
Q- Quote from a movie: fat guy in a little coat
R- Right or left handed: Right
S- Siblings: 2 brothers and 3 sisters
T- Time you wake up: by 540
U- Unique thing about your car: nothing
V- Vegetable you hate: LOVE ALL VEGGIES
W- Ways you run late: makeup and hair
X- X-rays you've had: again lets not go there
Y- Yummy food you make: sante fe chicken is my fav
Z- Zoo favorite: been to long

Another one really!!

So im trying to stay positive right now but its kind of hard! Well we found out thursday that i was pregnant. We were so excited!! I just had a really good feeling this time that everything was going to be ok. I just felt like nothing good take this baby away from me i felt so good. I couldnt stop smiling. Went to the dr yesterday and they did a home pregnacy test and it was negative so the dr sent me to give blood. Than i got home and started bleeding. I just knew i lost it again. And the results of the blood test was barley positive so i knew i was losing it. Last night was hard i was in so much pain i dont remember that from last time. I have all these hormons that are just making me feel nuts i hope this doesnt last long. But for now im taking the day off and resting and trying to stay positive. And to end on a positve note at least i can get pregnant now just need to stay pregnant. But we are taking a break dont know when i can start trying again maybe 6 months i dont know all i know is i can go through this again anytime soon!