Brian and I just got a calling to be the sunbeams teacher in church! We are very excited the calling last about a year and teaches 5 yr old. WE CANT WAIT TO START!! :)

I CUT MY HAIR!!

I still cant believe i cut my hair! And those of you that know me well cant believe it either!! What ya all think???

MOVING!!

Guess what everyone WERE MOVING!! Yes thats right! We found this cute little blue house to rent in Fillmore! We are so excited it will be our first house. It even has a white picket fence haha!!
We will be moving on the 1st! But the crazy part is yesterday we were all over at Brians parents house when Brians sister asks Brian where our house is from the fire station. He replies its just east. Well she had just heard of a house on fire just east from the fire station so we all jump in our cars and rush over to make sure its not our cute new house (of course im freaking out the whole way):) so we get there and its just across the street. And belive me it was bad (see pic ) brian says the worst house fire he had ever seen and hello he used to be a fire fighter so ya it was bad!!
Dont know how it started yet but no one was hurt.
And of course the whole town of Fillmore was there watching the house burn to the ground it was quite a site.

LOVE YA ALL

Brian and Jamie

1 Year Anniversary!!

Saturday Brian and I celebrated our 1 year anniversary. I cant believe that we have been married a whole year! Its been a wild ride but worth every minute. I cant even being to express the love i have for Brian. Im so lucky and so blessed to wake up every morning to him. Who would have known that all my dreams were about to come true the day i met him. I never knew love like this was possible. To my lover, husband and best friend, THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO FOR ME! EVERY DAY IM WITH YOU I HAVE A BLAST AND HERE IS TO 100 MORE YEARS WITH MY BEST FRIEND!

Happy Valentines day!! :)

Me and Brian had a blast on Valentines Day!! We spent the whole day with each other. We went and rented a movie (PROM DATE) ya it was lame dont waste your time but it didnt keep us from having a good Valentines Day! We cooked dinner together we had Deer and yummy potatoes and salad.

Brian cooked the potatoes they were yummy!! I cooked the Deer and for those of you that know me that is new to me. I called and text lots of you for help but Brian says it was one of the best he had ever had so props to me!!
Can i just say that i love my husband so much he got me the sweetest gift he knows just what i like. He got me a really cute decoration for our living room that had a big and heart and flowers on it. He is really is amazing we love each other so much and i know that it shows. Here are to more amazing Valentines days together! Oh and we have our 1 year coming up soon as well. I will be working that night so we might plan something special in a few weeks.
Love you all,


Brian & Jamie

Gone SHOOTING!

So today we decided to go shoot Brians guns. Ok my family everyone breath. I only shot the 22 not the sniper looking one! That one was way to loud and scared me i had to cover my ears!!:) I did really good i didnt just shoot one and than say ok im done like the first time i shoot several rounds and even asked him to reload so i could shoot some more. He was proud!!
But here are some pics from our little journey, he even let me wear his hat!

Love you all,

Brian & Jamie

Its been a WHILE!!

Well i know its been a few months since our last update and im very sorry its been a crazy few months as im sure all of you know. As of now things are going great. I started a new job at Carls Jr. Not my favorite but im a assit manager so its not to bad. And im waiting to hear back from another possible job (fingers crossed).
We are having a blast together spending ever moment we can with one another! For my birthday (my first birthday with Brian) he woke me up at 11:45pm and had me open my presant, it was the soft beautiful amazing robe. I LOVE IT!! Im always wearing it, than later that day he took me to Cedar City and we went shopping (haha for a XBOX) :) than he took me to a movie. YES MAN!! It was way funny, but when we got out of the movie the snow was a falling BAD!! Lets just say that the ride home wasnt pretty!! I have the most amazing husband and i couldnt love someone more! Im so lucky and greatful to have found the love of my life and have him be the greatest man i have ever known. I am married to my best friend! And will have a lifetime of laughter, endless smiles, kids, and a bright future with my loving husband! Im so thankful for the last few months and what i have learned and how i have grown. I will forever cherish the love and support i have recieved from Brian and our families. It has all meant the world to me and THANK YOU ALL!
The last few months i spent with my beautiful Sister and her family, To TRACI (my hero) There are no words to express how much i love and look up to you! YOU WILL FOREVER BE THE ONE I STRIVE TO BE LIKE! I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR BEING MY BIG SIS!!
Oh and cant forget about Rob (your kind of part of the family so i guess i can include you) J/K BRO love ya and thanks for everything.

So you can look forward to more updates in the future and i promise not to let it go that long again.

Love you all!!

4 Things

4 Things I Adore About My Husband
1. The way he looks at me!
2. His laugh and the way he makes me laugh.
3. He is my best friend!
4. He has made all my dreams come true!

4 Movies I Could Watch More Than Once
1. Christmas vacation
2. Overboard
3. Pirates of the Caribbean
4. Mr. Brooks

4 TV Show I could Watch More Than Once
1. The O.C.
2. One Tree Hill
3. Friends
4. Family Guy

4 Places I have Been
1. Hawaii
2. Washington D.C.
3. Florida
4. California lots of times

4 People Who Email Me Regularly
1. Kasia
2. Grandma Bond
3. Dad
4. Traci

4 Favorite Foods
1. Mushrooms
2. Jalapeno Poppers
3. Steak
4. And anything at Tepenyaki

4 Places I Would Like to Visit
1. Europe
2. New York
3. Missouri
4. Bahamas

4 Things I am Looking Forward to in the Next Year
1. Getting Sealed in the temple
2. 1 year anniversary
3. 1st Christmas with Brian
4. 1st Birthday with Brian

4 People I would Like to Tag
1. Jamie
2. Jessica
3. ??
4. I'm still new to this and i don't know anyone else haha LOL

1st Blog

Hey family and friends,
We now have a blog yay!! I originally wasn't going to start a blog till we had kids but i thought with it being a few years away i might as well start now.
So bare with me I'm new to this whole blog thing. I'm a master at myspace but still learning the ways of facebook and this.

As of the now the only news is i finished my nephew Tyler's website. Tylerbleyl.com i think its amazing. I really love how it turned out. I love that its a celebration of his life and a way for everyone to come together and share thoughts, feelings and memories. At first it was hard. I cried the first day seeing all the pics and sharing how i felt on there really got to me. But its normal cause it hasn't even been a month since he passed away so its ok to still cry about it.
I take it one day at a time. And other days are harder than others. The nights are even harder. I'm so lucky to have Brian in my life. I really don't know how i would of made it without his love and support! Even though its been almost a month sometimes its still unreal to me. I say the words when Ty died and i have to stop for a moment and think did that really happen.

The words still haunt me. I wonder if that will ever go away. I'm really going to miss him. After all i did know him for 17 years. And even though he was my nephew i still will always feel as if he were my brother. Tyler was born when i was 6. So i didn't watch him grow up i grew up with him. I was there for his first step, first word, i was there for it all. My real brothers and sisters are in there 40's most of them so there kids in reality are more like my siblings.
Its still all so hard. But i was able to find some peace if you can believe that. The first week was the hardest. It was hard for me to even get out of bed and it also didn't help that i had pneumonia. But i was asking so many questions trying to find answers and make sense of it all. I was driving Brian crazy constantly crying and not knowing what to do. Then i realized that i need to go be with my family up north, I needed to morn with them. I needed to find peace and the best way was to be with my sister, Rob and the kids.

So right when i walked in their house it was like a ton of bricks hit me as Tyler's presence fell over me. It was the best feeling in the world. As i started spending time with them, morning with them and talking. I was able to find that they had the same questions as well. I don't know when it happen for sure but somewhere in all this i was able to find peace. Knowing that it was a accident. Knowing that our heavenly father needed him home. That it was just his time. Knowing i should of listen to Brian. The whole time i was asking him all of my questions he just kept saying to me Jamie all this doesn't matter. All that matters is he is happy, safe and with heavenly father. And he is so right.

I will always miss Ty you better believe that. But if and when i cry it will be for the fact that i miss him and that's the ok cry. I have learned that i can not dwell in this. And that i need to deal with this as healthy as i can. For this is by far the worst thing i have ever gone through and since i have a history of not dealing with things well or not dealing with them at all i know how important it is to do it the right way and not keep it all bottled up but not dwell. I'm so lucky to have the gospel and the knowledge that i will see him again. Brian kept saying to me that when he was on his mission he met all kinds of families that lost someone and didn't have the knowledge that we do and just thought their loved ones were in limbo and that they would never see them again. I know that without the gospel i don't think i would of made it through this. Or without the love of my husband.

So creating this website has been healing as well as fun. I have found out some amazing stuff i didn't know how about Ty. He touched so many peoples lives. He was only 17 and there were over 1000 people at his memorial. He truly was a amazing boy and he will be missed by so many.

I'm so proud of my family. The way we have all come together is amazing. Even my parents and for those of you that know my parents know that hell froze over for my parents to be getting along.
I'm so proud of my sister and Rob and their kids. They have truly been inspiring.
So everyone check out the website and let me know what you think. tylerbleyl.com