Feeling Better!

Its been hard but im happy to say that i am feeling better. We had a manager quit at work so ive been working alot and that has helped keep my mind off things. Not to mention i have a amazing husband! Thanks for all your support and prayers. We will have a baby i know it its on the lords time and i need to learn to be patient.


We love you all


Brian & Jamie

Sad times.

I normally try to always talk about positive things on here. But right now im sad! My hormones are seriously out of wack and my head feels really funky, Im not sleeping, im very anxious. Im just sad all the time im glad i have a job to go to everyday to help and a husband who is amazing. I HOPE THIS PASS'S SOON IM STARTING TO GET ON MY OWN NERVES!! Any advice??

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABE!

Wow i still cant believe it today is mine and Brian's 2 Year anniversary! It really has flown by. By i can honestly say that I'm more in love with him now than i was the day i married him.
I still remember telling everyone that we got married and how shocked everyone was!
But marrying Brian was the best thing i ever did!
I seriously fall more and more in love with him everyday. We are always laughing and playing around we just have so much fun together.
And through the last few months with having 2 miscarriages he has been so supportive and amazing!
He is my best friend my lover and my soul mate! He is the center of my world and cant wait to start a family with him i know that he will be a amazing father!
He is a amazing husband and takes such great care of me! I dont know how i am so lucky!
Here's to love and happiness with my best friend!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BRIAN! I LOVE YOU

Things I have Learned in the Past Two Years...
1. Choose your battles.
2. Selflessness is key.
3. Be grateful.
4. Love each others silliness.
5. Helping each other makes everything easier.

Happiness is being married to your best friend!!

ABC

A- Age: 25
B- Bed size: King
C- Chore: dishes love to cook but hate the clean up
D- Dog's name: Dont have one
E- Essential food/item: Im really starting to love mexican something i used to hate
F- Favorite color: pink
G- Gold or silver: Silver
H- Height: 5'5"
I- I am: frustrated
J- Job: manager, house wife
K- Kids: thats why im frustrated
L- Living arrangements: Fillmore
M-Mom's name: Judie
N- Nickname: Jamiedot, james, frampton and jame and there is one i really hate jaime
O- Overnight hospital stay: we dont need to go there
P- Pet peeve: ya way to many
Q- Quote from a movie: fat guy in a little coat
R- Right or left handed: Right
S- Siblings: 2 brothers and 3 sisters
T- Time you wake up: by 540
U- Unique thing about your car: nothing
V- Vegetable you hate: LOVE ALL VEGGIES
W- Ways you run late: makeup and hair
X- X-rays you've had: again lets not go there
Y- Yummy food you make: sante fe chicken is my fav
Z- Zoo favorite: been to long

Another one really!!

So im trying to stay positive right now but its kind of hard! Well we found out thursday that i was pregnant. We were so excited!! I just had a really good feeling this time that everything was going to be ok. I just felt like nothing good take this baby away from me i felt so good. I couldnt stop smiling. Went to the dr yesterday and they did a home pregnacy test and it was negative so the dr sent me to give blood. Than i got home and started bleeding. I just knew i lost it again. And the results of the blood test was barley positive so i knew i was losing it. Last night was hard i was in so much pain i dont remember that from last time. I have all these hormons that are just making me feel nuts i hope this doesnt last long. But for now im taking the day off and resting and trying to stay positive. And to end on a positve note at least i can get pregnant now just need to stay pregnant. But we are taking a break dont know when i can start trying again maybe 6 months i dont know all i know is i can go through this again anytime soon!

Feelings...

So recently i have got on the drug clomid. For those of you who aren't aware its a fertility drug! I'm very excited about it. I don't know why but i just have this great feeling that its going to work. Now i know what your thinking don't get your hopes up again but its not really about that its weird i cant explain it i just know its going to work and i think this month is the month. But if it is you all wont find out for 3 months this time haha lol if i can keep that secret for 3 months my moneys on not but i will try. So after i started taking the drug i realized that i misread the statistic's for twins there is a 10% chance of having twins now if your blonde like me you might think hey that's a small chance than i read 1 in every 10 women will have twins on the drug that doesn't seem that slim to me YIKES!! Needless to say i might be a little scared. But we will handle whatever is given to us lets just hope I'm not the octamom of FILLMORE LOL!!

Getting Wood!!

We have a fireplace/wood stove in our house. And we have found it saves money if we burn the wood instead of having the heat on. So today i helped brian cut and chop all this wood for it. I look 300 pounds but i just have on 6 layers of clothes!! :)

Chrismas/Birthday/New Years

Hey everyone. We had a great Christmas and i had the best birthday ever!!
A Few weeks ago we went with Brians family and met my family in Salt Lake and went and saw Savior of the World. Its such a amazing play. Than my birthday i did have to work but only during the day. My family tried to come down to a party at our house but the storm kept them away. So it was Us and the framptons. I love all my gifts! After the party we just watched a movie it was really the best birthday ever cause i was with my best friend. Than christmas we spent at the framptons. I loved watching the girls open gifts they are so cute. Than for new years we went bunny hunting we only saw one bunny but the drive was fun. I have to admit im getting old when i wanting to go to bed at 9!!
Needless to say we had great holidays. We are blessed with love and happiness.

FAMILY PICTURES

OUR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY!!

How are we?

Hey everyone! I know everyone is wondering how we are doing. So i thought i would fill you all in. The first few days were hard. But im seeing this dr dude that has me on hormones drops for a few months now and i feel that those drops help me get pregnant and now he has some that will help me stay pregnant. So that made me feel alot better. We are just taking this and learning and growing from it. Someday and i think someday soon we will get the chance again. I just wanted to thank everyone for their love and support. You all have been great.

Thanks
Love,
Brian & Jamie

We did it!!

Hey Everyone,
Its been a crazy few weeks! We found out Nov 1st that i was pregnant. Nov. 14 we were sealed in the Manti temple for time and all eternity!! It was one of the most amazing days of my life!! I love it!! It was so beautiful. (Pictures Below)Now Brian is stuck with me forever (poor kid) :) I cant wait to go back all ready!!
Than yesterday morning at work i relised that i had lost the baby! Its been a hard few days. But i know that we will have a baby it just wasnt our time yet. Brian has been great he is sending me up north tomorrow for some shopping with his amazing sisters and their kids. Since it was my first time pregnant i couldnt help myself and told everyone in the world trust me everyone you wont know next time till 3 months!! :) there will be a next time love you all thanks for your support!!

Love,
Brian & Jamie

Family Pictures!!

Hey everyone we had family pictures taken last week we really love how they turned out. If we get 20 comments than we get a free pic. So will everyone please comment thanks the site is Http://www.sweetlysimplephotography.blogspot.com

He got One!!!! :)

YAY Brian got a deer Friday night. So sad i wasnt there i had to work :( but im so happy he was able to get one cant wait for it to be my turn next year. We are also so excited for the deer meat and jerky :) YUMMY!!

HUNTING!!!

ME ALL IN ORANGE!!

To all of you that know me you know i come from a what you would call a anti hunting family. This week i did something i never thought i would do. HUNT yes thats right! I didnt shoot or anything just went out with Brian and Taylor and helped them. I really enjoyed it and next year i will be getting my first deer hopefully!! Now the hunt isnt over till sunday but i havent posted in forever so i wanted to update and show you the pics of taylors deer. Hopefully Brian will get one this weekend cause i do love that deer meat!! :) MOM DAD ERIN TRACI AND KIDS CLOSE YOUR EYES YOU WONT WANT TO SEE THIS!!


Hopefully have more pics to post sunday!!

Love ya all!!
Oh PS 3 WEEKS TILL THE BIG DAY!!!

Oh No I DIDNT!!

OH YES I DID!! IM BACK!! DARK BROWN OH YES I FEEL LIKE ME AGAIN HAHA BLONDE WAS FUN BUT I LOVE MY HAIR DARK SO MUCH BETTER AND SO DOES BRIAN!!

LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT

THANKS JAMIE!!!